Drain me

I woke up screaming last night
But I don't ever remember being asleep
My mind felt scarred by your voice
A hole left where you'd been playing.

Better off thinking it was all for something.
Better off believing you'll be mine in the end.
Better being addicted to that special something.
Better being a killer than just to pretend.

I woke up in a sweat this morning
I could still remember my dreams
I'd stitched myself back together
With thread made from your promises
Dug my heart out of the gutter
And now I'm coming after you.

It's a little bit funny when I frown
And a little bit scary when I smile
It's too easy to hide what's crashing down
Too easy to stretch the lies for a while

I wanna be the one you wanted.
I can be the one you need.
I wanna be the one you taunted.
I can be the one you bleed.